A little more relaxed, but more ahead.

Ah! had my last class and last presentation today. felt so much more relaxed after that. have been worried about my presentation for the past few days. now that its over, i feel burden is off my shoulders. however, it's study week. need to burn the midnight oil for study(or just go online? :x). my exam paper starts on 22nd of this month. i doubt i'll do well, but let's see what's in store for me. ;)

today i spent some time in the music cubicle with other course mates n seniors. boy, did i enjoy myself on the drums. it was a fun and funny experience. had a couple of guys teaching me. "tuk tuk tak.. tuk tuk tuk tak." that's what i learnt from Jeremia. heard David playing the tenor saxophone and Sam on the piano. that inspired me to learn the saxophone more. i'll try to convince my parents in getting me a saxophone. thinking of taking it as my minor. or maybe i should take vocal lessons? hopefully in the near future, i can create my own album. i don't intend to be famous, but i hope i can come up with my own album.


i took a survey on facebook today. it's entitled: Are you Still in Love with your Ex?

and the result was:

You're Almost there!
You're this close to complete freedom! Your attitude about your breakup is healthy and shows that you've put in the time and effort to move on with your life. Good for you! Are you dating again? Spending more time with your girl/guy friends? Enjoying your free nights to do your nails, or playing video games, watch reality TV, or just do as you please? We thought so. Sure, every once in a while you might think about him/her, but that's normal. You're moving on with your life and so is he/she.


i don't know how true these surveys are but at least it's an encouragement to help me get over it completely. ya. actually right now i'm more relaxed. i haven't cried over my ex- for a long time now. i may think of him sometimes, but it only goes to show that i ever cared. i still do care, but only as friends. i don't want to talk much about this. i'm just happy with everything lately.

somtimes it seems like life is going wrong, when we're all messed up with so many of life's challenges, we tend to give up and feel it's unfair why we're going through so much drama, while other's are having such a good time in life. but life's challenges only make us stronger. just ENDURE it(to cc, *winks. always say that to me). ya, in time, you'll realize that it has made a better you. so what if others have a luxurious life, and its so perfect? what's life without challenges? what are you with no achievements of your own? all your achievements are worth more than what money can buy. at least you are a something in life. what you've made of yourself, no one can take away. money? anyone can take it away any day. money is power in the world today? ya, but they can never be satisfied. don't live a life of money and greed. plant seeds of love and friendship. passion and career. that's what worth your time.